Future

In couple of weeks time, I would have been in the current company for 2 years already. I still remember my 1st year, i thot that I could never be able to survive past 1 year. And its gonna be 2 years. Time sure flies.

No, this entry is not about how happy I am. Its just me thinking about my future here in this company. I think if I am not one who prays 5 times a day, i am basically am facing a very bleak future.

We have 2 big shots visting this week in our team. Manager of our division. He is nice and so is the submanager of the group which I belong to. They are do freaking different from the local managers.

I am not sure what my future holds here. Increment is like peanuts... and if you are not of the right color, don't harap to get much lah. When I mean not much i really mean not much. I have heard people who gotten RM50 before.. WA that such big motivation ain't it?

Besides being someone of the right skin.. i am also not that type who suck up ,not an arse kisser for sure.

This company really focus alot of visibility. Even if you talk cock, to them thats still visibility. Bodoh rite? DARN bodoh..

Anyways... thinking about waht should I do next.

aint young no more... move or stay ... and be an anlyst till retirement.
So disheartening.

I can't even afford to buy my own house and thinking about buying a new car, i have think over 100X.

Stinker....